Tuesday, June 14, 2005

The Story So Far (AKA What I Did...)

When I started this Blog I set myself a basic rule: no quizzes, no viral messages. Well, I'm just about to break that with this list commandeered of one of Vixel's many Blogs (exactly how many do you have?!).

Things I Have Done
Achieved ones in Bold

01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said 'I love you' and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby's diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Called in sick when you were not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states/every county
50. Loved your job
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
96. Had sex at the office restaurant
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person/Member of Parliament
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ...more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge/Q E II Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds - Money, not weight
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. ...and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196: Dyed your hair
197. Been a DJ
198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199. Written your own role playing game
200. Been arrested

It does make me think a little- what am I doing with my life and, fundamentally, is what I'm doing worth anything in the grand scheme of things? I know I've made a lot of really awful choices over time, and to an extent I think I've been beating myself up over some of them as penance for Gods-know how long. I know I'm still looking for a direction, still looking for a raison d'etre- I guess that comes with thinking far too much. But I'm beginning to feel that I've moped and mourned enough, and that I'm not going to find a meaning to life by navel-gazing. Maybe the fuck-ups of the past don't have any bearing on the present, maybe mistakes don't repeat themselves. Maybe, just maybe, now that I know what the mistakes were, I might not make them again.

Anyways, this concludes a somewhat incomplete and cryptic post, as I really should be putting my boots on and high-tailing it for the office. Hopefully I'll hear today about the NSO job, for good or bad (I've pretty much come to the conclusion I haven't got it, but I dare reality to prove me wrong). Here's hoping.

12 Comments:

Blogger Vixel said...

*thinks*

The livejournal is the one I actually use regularly, the spindizzy one is the one I used to use but forgot the password to (and the email address used to register it is now dead). The levixel one I never intended to use for anything other than posting comments, but ended up doing so anyway, and I also have an ancient deadjournal somewhere from years back, as well as a journal of sorts which I posted on my brinkster site years ago. Oh, and I had one on zahrielomega.net years ago too.

Quizzles rule, you'll be dying to know what kind of fairy you are before you know it :P

*is intregued about number 60*

Hope you got the job *crosses fingers* :)

8:36 am  
Blogger Union Jackal said...

I've already told you #60 before- my blagging getting a hunting blowpipe through French customs during a bag-search by getting them to believe it was for a game like darts. I'm glad they centred on that and not the BB gun deeper in the bag- the ballistic method of packing a rucksack has its advantages. :D

9:04 am  
Blogger Vixel said...

Aaah yeah, d'uh. I'm blonde and not yet awake today. Uber-tea break in 15 minutes, my brain might start working after that!

9:13 am  
Blogger Union Jackal said...

Your brain start working? Well, first time for everything... ;)
I just remembered I promised to make Tiramisu last night. Better remind Pete to pick up the rest of the ingredients...

9:34 am  
Blogger Vixel said...

Squeeeeee! Your tiramisu doth rule the world *nods*

I would invite myself over and make you teach me how to make it, but I have to wash my hair this evening, it's evil.

That tea did very little. Bah. I might give Stupid Tuesday a miss this evening in favour of sleepage.

9:54 am  
Blogger Union Jackal said...

Y'know, you could just ask for the recipe. It's not like it's a trade secret or anything; hells, I got it out of a book originally. ;)
I am thus assuming that you are interested in the consumptive part of tiramisu-age on Wednesday? I probably won't head out tonight either, as aside from making tiramisu I reckon I should give my liver a night off from the torrent of abuse it's been getting recently. I say again, you're a bad influence. ;)
As to the tea: drink coffee instead. It's better. *Nods*
In other news: Grrr, the Anton Philipszaal doesn't appear to have updated its calendar as far as September. How am I to arrange culturing you without information? ;)

10:06 am  
Blogger Vixel said...

Movie and Tiramisu nightage is required *nods* *bounces slightly*

I would drink coffee, but the coffee here is utterly vile. The effects of tea don't last as long but at least it won't make me retch.

I need to start bringing my own coffee...

and oi! I'm well cultured! Innit!

10:17 am  
Blogger Union Jackal said...

Well, we've still got The Cat Returns to watch...
I'll admit you've got more culture than, saaay, the average Geordie or Derbyshirean... ;) *Now expects to get lynched when he next steps through the front door*
BTW, what are you cooking for us this weekend? :D

10:28 am  
Blogger Vixel said...

*sulks* I'll think of something, probably just before I cook it :P I might need to borrow people to help me carry ingredients from shop to kitchen though.

We can have a video night of sorts at mine too... if someone's willing to carry my TV downstairs and plug it into the VCR and watch whatever we still have on VHS. I have LA Confidential, which is a start!

We *could* all crowd into my room, but it might get a little warm. *can't wait to have a marginally more practically-shaped room*

10:40 am  
Blogger Union Jackal said...

Sulk thee not, it spoils your normal kawaii appearance. ;) You could just do a vast amount of gravy into which we could dunk bread and/or dumplings... In any case, I shall trust to your culinary genius. ;)
Bear in mind we are short a Graeme and Pete for this weekend, and I don't know what Ed's plans are- but movie-age on DVD or VHS anywhere sounds like a very valid plan. :)

11:01 am  
Blogger Vixel said...

Yours is better for video-age, but mine is probably better for cooking... unless you don't mind me destroying your kitchen again! (actually, most things I cook only involve one or two pans, so it might be do-able without too much destruction)

12:19 pm  
Blogger Union Jackal said...

You're welcome to use our kitchen as long as the food's good. ;)

12:40 pm  

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